Halloween Fun

It's almost Halloween!! So that last time I talked about a costume, I was still set on the idea of using my leather jacket for something. Well, I've since scrapped that idea and now have gone a completely different route. Ok, well.. not completely different. I'm still going to be slutty and have very little clothes on... If anything, I'm going to be showing a lot MORE skin with this new costume idea.

So... this year... I'm going to be... Slutty Buzz Lightyear. Hehehehehe. This was all Bryan's idea when I was complaining to him how I couldn't find leather chaps that looked good for my Slutty Biker idea. So he just decided to help me brainstorm new ideas and Buzz Lightyear came up.

So I'm making the costume from scratch and at first I thought it would be pretty lame... But now that I've started creating it, I'm getting really excited for it! I just have a few more things that I need to do to complete it and then I'll DEFINITELY take a picture and post it here. Oh it's going to be great! But I better go on a slight diet and do some extra ab workouts from now until Halloween!! =P

Hope you all have a fun and safe Halloween this year!!

UPDATE: Here's what I have of my costume so far.. Just some logos to iron-on for the shirt and then some extra touches for shoes and I'm done!

Justin

Well my lunch date with Justin went exceptionally well. :)

We met for lunch at a Japanese restaurant that I had never been before but I trusted his choice because 1) he's a self-proclaimed picky eater so it must be good and 2) I love Japanese food no matter what. I got there early so I got a table and waited for him. After looking at the menu for a bit, he walked in and sat down. Was I supposed to stand up and hug him? I never know what to do in that situation... He let me know his recommendations on the menu and it sounded real good. So I got a lunch combination that was fairly cheap, so I was happy. We proceeded to just chat about different things. I was happy that there were no awkward silences. I've expressed many times on here that my big fear on a date is having awkward silences... so I'm VERY happy that there were none of those.

After lunch was over, there was still time before I had to go to work so he suggested we walk around the area a little. I took that as a good sign that he wanted to spend more time with me. :) We walked around a bit and saw that there was a big Halloween store and we both decided we wanted to check it out. We just walked around the store having a great time making fun of the costumes they sell nowadays. We said that they might as well rename Halloween as Slutty Day. Oh and I actually found a pair of costume chaps that would work well for my "Sexy Biker Dude" costume, but they were a bit big. They were one-size-fits-all, which meant way too big... I'll have to think about it and see if I can adjust/alter them somehow. After the Halloween store, we also walked into Cost Plus World Market where I bought some Sour Cola Bottle Candies that I hadn't been able to find ANYWHERE else! Such an awesome find!!

After that, it was time for me to go to work. He genuinely seemed sad that it was time for me to go to work and told me he had a good time and that we should do this again soon. We parted ways at the parking structure and I walked back to my car with big smile on my face. :)

After work, I planned a Lost marathon with my friends where we would watch multiple episodes of Lost Season 2. We decided on ordering Thai food, because it sounded so good to all of us. I was texting Justin about this and invited him over for some Thai food if he wouldn't mind watching Lost with us. We had discussed this while at Cost Plus but he said he had never watched Lost. So to my surprise, he agreed to come! Of course I was excited that he wanted to spend more time with me.

While he was heading over, I actually started chatting with Bryan (Justin and my mutual friend) online and he let me know that Justin had told him that he had a great time on the date. It was really cool to get insider information like this. hehe. I told him about him coming over to have Thai food and watch Lost and he said that it was a definitely a good sign that he would want to come over. He just told me to be confident in myself with him and that we are both good guys and that he approves. :)

So Justin came over and I introduced him to my friends. I have a couch that fits three and then a chaise lounge that fits one. My two other friends that were there are an item so I let them sit on one side of the couch together while I sat on the other side of the couch and Justin on the chaise. I would've much rather tried to cuddle up with Justin, but that wasn't going to be possible. Oh Justin was a trooper.. he stuck through 5 episodes of Lost before my friends called it quits for the night. He watched the first 5 episodes of Season 2 without having watched any of Season 1 before. He must've been utterly confused.

After my friends left, he also said he was going to head out but he let my friends leave first so we could chat a little more. Somehow the chatting led to Family Guy and how he didn't watch the episode where Stewie built a device that transported him and Brian to different universes and one of them being where everything is drawn in the style of Disney cartoons. So I told him I could bring it up on my laptop in my room. Unfortunately, there was only a twin bed where we could both sit on *wink wink* so we had to sit pretty close to each other on the bed.

After what happened with Jon and how we watched TV on my bed and didn't even touch, I decided I was not going to make the same mistake. I purposely placed my hand close to his hand on several occasions to see what he would do. He didn't pull away. And finally I just let my fingers touch his, and he responded by wrapping his fingers around mine. Soon after, we were holding hands and caressing each other's fingers... all the while watching a hilarious episode of Family Guy. LOL.

Family Guy was way too short and the episode ended only after a few minutes of hand holding, so I suggested we watch some SNL clips on Hulu which he had told me about earlier in the day. So we ended up searching for several Kristin Weig clips that were hilarious (Penelope Traffic School, Penelope Therapy, Gilly, Lawrence Welk Show). We laughed soooo hard together. It was great that we had the same sense of humor.

By this time, we had moved on from just hand holding to full on cuddle with hands running through hair and hands caressing chests. So when we exhausted our Hulu videos, we were so ready to just make out. He had really soft lips and he was a gentle kisser. He was the first to initiate tongue and while he was slightly more forceful with the tongue, it wasn't to the point where I didn't like it (i.e. Slobberfest from Hawaii). At this point, we were groping each other everywhere; we just couldn't keep our hands off each other.

Pretty soon, both our hands went south and we could feel each other's hard-ons. It seemed he was waiting for my cue because he wouldn't brush up against my dick until I had done so. He didn't grab my ass I had grabbed his ass. So I just went for it and unzipped his pants and he did the same with me. We were still passionately kissing during this whole time as we jacked each other off. As we got close, he climbed on top of me and grabbed both our dicks in his hands and jacked us off together. We came at the same time; it was soooo hot.

We cleaned ourselves off and then went to bed together in my teeny tiny bed. We were still half naked and his body heat kept me warm while it rained outside. So nice to have someone to cuddle up with at night. At around 1045am, I shot up in bed and thought to myself "FUCK! I forgot to tell him to move his car." Just like how I got a parking ticket for parking downstairs, Justin was surely going to get a ticket for parking overnight. But I didn't say anything because at this point, he had his hands on my leg and was brushing his hands dangerously close to my growing bulge. So I just let him keep going because if the parking officer was going to give the ticket, he would've already done so earlier in the day.. so no use telling him at this moment. I'm horrible, I know!! but I'm super horny in the mornings, especially if there's a cute boy sleeping next to me! So after we finished up, I finally told him and I said that I'd pay for his ticket.

We left the apartment to go have a quick lunch before I had to go to work and we checked his car then, and he indeed got a ticket. But he refused to let me pay for his ticket, saying that it wasn't my fault and that he didn't intend on staying the night. I still felt really bad and kept offering while he kept denying it. So when he was leaving, I told him I'd make it up to him somehow. ;)

Throughout the day today, we've continued to chat through texting. I think we definitely hit it off and that there's something there. PLUS, I have insider information from Bryan telling me that Justin really had a great time and that he's really into me. YAY!! Unfortunately there is some bad news to the whole Justin situation, which I guess I'll save for the next blog.... This is a giant blog entry already...

Juggling

I never really thought that I'd be one of these people, but I'm currently juggling three guys and, I'm not going to lie, it's kind of cool. lol. Seriously, I never thought that I'd even have guys interested in me, let alone THREE guys. Well, the first guy, I've talked about: Jason. And he's not the best one out of the three. Basically, I've sort of given up on having any sort of real relationship with him and so I've contacted him less ove the past two or three weeks. And I think he's starting to realize that and has been trying to get me to see him (to do the nasty, of course... =P) And actually, I did agree to meet him this Thursday because, frankly, I'm horny. But I really do think that our "relationship" now has strictly become fuck buddies, and I'm totally fine with that.

Boy #2 is Cute Boy, which I've referred to a few times on this blog. His name is Kyle. He's a really sweet and nice kid, but I'm gonna have to say he's a bit young and I am discovering that we don't have too much in common with each other. He's nice to look at and all, but that only lasts for so long. We do chat with each other a lot though. A lot of texting. And we just talk about nothing in particular and it's fun to just have someone to do that with... but I would consider him just a really good friend. Unfortunately, I complicated it for myself by inviting him over one night last week and we ended up sleeping together. I was feeling lonely after what happened with Ohio last week and I guess I just wanted to feel better about myself. But I am regretting it because I think Kyle now expects more from me and I'm not sure I can provide that for him if I'm not that interested in him romantically...

Boy #3 is a very recent development. This weekend, Bryan from Disney World came to visit. For those who have been a reader of my blog, then you know that Bryan is a boy I met up with when I went to Florida this past June. Well nothing happened between Bryan and me and we just became good friends. So he was out here visiting Disneyland and I played in the parks with him and his friends for a few days. Well, Bryan also has a friend, Justin, that he used to work with in Disney World but now works at Disneyland. When I first saw Justin, I thought, "Ooo, he's cute! Why didn't I meet him earlier when he first came out to Disneyland?" And he's a BIG Disney goob, which I really like. And to top it off, he loves dinosaurs. HAHA. The night that we met, we were going to sit down to watch a show that wasn't to start for another 30 minutes, so Justin said that he was going to go find some snacks to buy and eat. Noone else wanted to move because they were tired, but I immediately asked if I could tag along. I'm so proud of myself for doing that because I NEVER take the initiative when it comes to boys. I'm really glad that I tagged along because we had time to chat and learn about each other while waiting in line for food. We did the same thing the next night when we all hung out again. So tonight, I text him and asked if he wanted to grab lunch tomorrow and he agreed. We're going for some Japanese food (YUMMMMM!). I'm so excited to see what comes of this.

Like I said, I never thought I'd be one to be juggling guys like this. I still see myself as this nerdy, dorky, average-looking, bumbling idiot that noone would even take a second look at, so it's just a big surprise to me that 3 guys would be interested in me at one time. Does this make me ... a player?? LOL =P

Disney World Boys (Part 3)

Finally finishing up my blog about Florida! hehe. Man, I had such a great time in Disney World. It really was a great vacation and one that I needed to have. And it was just nice to have it filled with boys. Made me feel pretty good about myself to have boys lined up to hang out with me. :P

So my last day, I'm supposed to meet Bryan in Epcot in the day so I make my way out to that park by myself. I text him as I was leaving but I didn't get a response from him by the time I got to the park, so I decided to have lunch by myself. Still no text after lunch, so I went on a few rides by myself. Still no text after the ride, so I went to watch some shows. Finally after the shows I get a text from him telling me that he woke up WAY late and doesn't had been finding a ride to Epcot. He felt really bad for ditching me on my last day in the parks.

I told him it was ok and that I was heading back to my new hotel to official check-in to the room so he can just meet me there. So when I got back to the hotel, he was there to meet me. What can I say about Bryan... oh yeah... he's TALL! I'm just about 5'8.5" but he's 6'2"! Almost a half a foot taller than me. HAH. And he's skinny and cute. ;) We sorta just chatted for a little bit in the room and then I suggested we go to the pool and play on the slide because I had heard that the slide was super fun.

He was definitely down for it so we changed into our swim trunks and headed out to the pool. Let me just say that I had such a fun time at the pool with him. We just played around while chatting about nothing. And then we met this crazy kid, Nick, who must have had ADD/ADHD because he was just talking talking talking with us while waiting in line for the slide. I brought my video camera with me so we filmed ourselves coming down the slide and playing around the pool and everything. We also spent a little bit of time in the jacuzzi to talk before heading back to the room to get ready for our dinner reservation.

But before we move on, I just wanted to say that I'm so glad I had started the p90X program before this trip. I just felt so much more comfortable about my body.. actually, I was proud of my body and wasn't shy about wearing the tank tops or going to the pool with the boys that I'm interested in. Before P90x, I really didn't like my body and I was always ashamed of taking off my shirt to go in the pool. But now, I'm much more confident... and hopefully I will keep up with it (because I've sort of slacked off a bit after coming back from the vacation).

Ok so we got back to the room to get ready for the dinner. I decide to shower because I don't like smelling like chlorine while eating. So I hop in the shower but secretly, I was hoping Bryan would burst through the door and we could have a hot steamy shower together. LOL.. it didn't happen, but it was nice to think about.

While getting ready, we put on the High School Musical 3 soundtrack and we both sang along. We're both big Disney goobs; it was nice to hang out with a fellow goob. HAHA. Our dinner reservation was at 9:45pm so we were both getting really hungry, so we decided to get on the bus early and head over. We got there early, but they had a table for us already so we didn't even have to wait.

Ok, if you guys have been to 'Ohana at Disney's Polynesian Resort, then you know just how amazing the food is. I can't begin to explain how awesome this place is. It's an all-you-can-eat meat heaven! They grill everything right there and then bring them to you in giant skewers. So if they just finished cooking the shrimp, they'll bring the shrimp skewers over, ask you how many you want, and then shovel them on to your plate. They have shrimp, steak, pork, turkey, and chicken wings. OH SO GOOD!! I think I might have gained 20 pounds that night. LOL.

Another cool thing was that since our reservation was so late, we actually got to see the fireworks from the windows of the restaurant at 10pm. So it was a really nice restaurant, really good food, great fireworks, and fun company. We got to know each other better while we were there and all in all, it was a good, relaxing, fun date with Bryan.

I feel like I look incredible gay in this photo...

Bryan and I go back to the hotel, stuffed to the brim with yummy food, and we just kinda lay on the bed almost in food coma. We turn on the TV and we continue to talk. Not going to lie, I really wanted things to progress with him to a more sexual place.. I mean, come on, I'm on vacation. When else is it a more appropriate time to be slutty? But then again, I also didn't want to because we're just getting to be really good friends right now and doing anything sexual might ruin that. So in the end, we didn't do anything. And he didn't make any advances either. At around 1am or so, his friend came to pick him up. We gave each other big hugs and said goodbye, promising to stay in touch and for him to visit me in Disneyland when he returns to Arizona for school in the fall.

So that was my trip to Disney World! I had soooooooooo much fun. I can't believe it worked out so well. I forget if I mentioned this, but this trip was supposed to be with a group of my friends because I wanted to share my nice hotel reservations with them. But all of them flaked out of me and I couldn't cancel because I would be losing money if I did... so I just went by myself and all these amazing events happened. Things really do happen for a reason and things just turned out awesome. :) Now to plan my NEXT Florida trip! lol

Disney World Boys (Part 2)

Ok... I still think I was a little too detailed about everything in Part 1. I need to not write so much! Anyway.. if you haven't read Part 1 yet, I suggest you do that first. :) Oh and the blog is gonna get kinda sexually explicit now... so don't read unless you want some sexy details. :P

So where was I? Oh yeah, Jamie and I getting frisky after the jacuzzi/pool. Well, we take each others' clothes off and have some sexy time. And it was AMAZING. I had forgotten how big Jamie's dick was. hehe. He goes gentle at first, but pretty soon it gets very hot and steamy. I actually almost experienced cumming while being fucked without touching myself... but I guess my moaning was really hot and he couldn't hold out any longer. But oh my god it felt so good. I hadn't had sex since December. I needed it so much.

We just collapsed on the bed afterwards and just chatted with each other. Somehow we got to food and we both expressed that we were REALLY hungry. So at 4 in the morning, we go out to the Waffle House and have an awesome breakfast together. We get back to the hotel and sleep in each others' arms. It was so nice to have someone to cuddle with again.

We wake up around noon or so and head out to Disney's Animal Kingdom. We spend the day there, going on rides, watching shows. Basically an awesome time spent with Jamie. I really loved every minute of it. The park closed early so we left around 6:30pm. He decides to take me on a tour of the Disney World property, going to backstage areas and stuff. I thought it was really interesting and I loved that he was playing tour guide. After we went through most of the major areas, we decide to play some miniature golf... something I hadn't done in years!

There's something about miniature golf that screams "fun date!!" for me. And it sure was. We both were horrible at it, but that made it even better. We just made fun of our lack of skill the whole time. And there were other people palying so we had to wait to play some of the holes, so we would just sit down on the bench together and talk. So nice to be able to do that with him.

Sitting on the bench with Jamie :)

After miniature golfing, we drive over to the Magic Kingdom just in time for the fireworks at 10pm. Fireworks are usually a pretty romantic thing, but there were just too many people around and I was sweaty and gross from the entire day, so I had a hard time getting close to him during the show. :( Oh well...

After that we returned to the hotel and went to the pool and jacuzzi again. We talked for a while again just about everything and anything. It was very nice to get to know more about Jamie. And I think he got to know me a little better as well. After that, we went back up to the room and once again had some sexy time.

I actually feel bad... because I was REALLY loud. But I couldn't help it because it felt so damn good. He was hitting the spot with every thrust and I just couldn't be quiet. But I still felt bad because it was about 3:00 in the morning and I was staying at a Disney hotel, which meant I probably had little kids next door. But my god, the sex was just amazing. He had me in several positions, and I'm pretty surprised that it felt so good so quickly even though his dick was so big and thick. But yeah, once again, he had me so hard and wanting to cum the whole time. Mmmmm -- loved it!

The next morning, he had to get ready for work again in the afternoon, so he took me to the Magic Kingdom (where I would meet Bryan) and just dropped me off. I was sad that he had to work because that meant that this would be the last I would see of him for a long while. But it had to end some time. I gave him one last kiss and then climbed out of the car. I looked back as he drove off and I just remembered thinking, "Sigh.. that was a great two nights spent with him." And that's all I could have asked for.

So Bryan was working at the Magic Kingdom as a certain tall character. :P I don't want to ruin any magic for any Disney lovers out there. HAHA. But I text him when I entered the park and he told me where he would be. So I went and visited him at his location. On his lunch, he came out to see me and watch the parade with me, which was nice. The rest of the time I spent by myself. I stayed until the night and watched the nighttime parade by myself :( Oh well.. I couldn't have a boy with me every day, right? LOL.

I got back to my hotel and actually had to pack because I was moving hotel rooms for my last night there. So I packed up and went to bed early. Definitely not as exciting as my other two nights.. LOL

So I only have one more day left to blog about.. I'll save that for another night. Again, I'm tired and need some sleep. Also, I really need to blog about Jason. He's the guy that I met up with before my trip to Florida. There have been new developments with him -- good developments -- and I should tell you guys all know about it. Soon. :)

Disney World Boys (Part 1)

It's about 3 weeks late, but I'm finally finding time to blog about Florida. It's been pretty crazy these past few weeks and I'll get to all that, but I wanted to blog about Florida (especially the boys) before I forget too much stuff. So here goes!

So I think I'm going to spare you all the details of my entire Disney World experience and just talk about what I assume you all want to read about: the boys :) Of course that's going to overlap with the vacation details, but I'll try not to write pages upon pages about it. Oh and there are several boys that I will be writing about.. hope you guys don't get confused about who is who. Use the labels at the bottom of the post to go to posts about the boys. LOL.

My flight left at 7am in Orange County, but I had a layover in Phoenix, AZ. While on the plane to Phoenix I was thinking about what I brought with me and how I packed everything within 4 hours of leaving my apartment. And then it hit me: I FORGOT TO PACK MY CONDOMS AND LUBE!! When I realized it, I was SOOOO pissed off. I seriously couldn't believe it. In Phoenix, I text Jon and tell him my unfortunate situation. Naturally, he laughs at me. He tells me to ask one of my boys to take me to the store or bring some themselves. Sigh... what an embarrassing situation. I seriously didn't want to ask them... and furthermore, did not know which boy to ask. I was to make this decision later.

So I arrive in Orlando International Airport at around 5pm or so and I text Bryan to let him know that I made it out there and excited to finally meet him. We made plans to meet each other at Epcot to watch the fireworks. On the way to the hotel, I also text Jamie, just to make sure he's still planning on meeting up with me this weekend when he's off work. I get a response from him saying that he has no plans this week and that he was all mine. ;-) That of course makes me happy. And then I decide that Jamie is to be the one I would ask about the condoms... Here is the text conversations:

Me: Hey um, this is awkward and I don't mean to be presumptuous, rather just safe, but is there anywhere you can take me to get some condoms and lube?... I forgot to pack them :(

Jamie: To the mega sex depot we go.

Me: Can I some new sex toys while we're there then? LOL.

I guess the situation wasn't as awkward or embarrassing as I thought it would be. ;) So then it's time to meet Bryan out in Epcot. I get there early and walk around by myself, in the horribly humid weather. And I do so in my jeans because my luggage had not arrived in my hotel room... So freaking hot - I was sweating like a pig!

Finally I get a text from Bryan telling me to meet him in front of Mexico. :) I hurry over and spot him right away since he's 6'4" or whatever he is. As I get closer I see that he's with his friend, Shannon. Not going to lie, I was a little bummed that she was there too, but I guess I totally understand since it was our first time meeting in person. What if I was a serial killer or something? He's just being cautious. LOL. And plus she was his ride.

So we watch the fireworks (which I love) and just kind of chat with each other. We didn't really get to talk one on one since Shannon was there, but it was still nice to meet him. After the fireworks, they just took me back to my hotel and we said goodnight. I didn't want to ask if he wanted to stay over -- cuz it would've sounded really slutty, especially when Shannon was there too. So I just let that go and went back to my hotel room. I spend some time texting Jamie just to chat with him before going to bed. Nothing too exciting, but I didn't invite him over that night because I made plans to meet up with Bryan and Tony the next day. So I go to bed early to get ready for the day to come.

Next day, I have Tony come pick me up at my hotel - the same Tony that stayed over at my apartment for a week and a half. He finally moved out to Florida again. So he and his brother pick me up and we go to Disney's Hollywood Studios.


There I am with Tony, and his brother Matt, clearly not interested in taking a picture with us. Tony is such a cute, good looking, hot guy. too bad he's straight. Oh well... I spend half of the day there at that park with Tony before Bryan gets off of work and comes to the park as well. We all hang out with each other for a bit and at around 6pm or so, I get a text from Jamie asking me: "What's for dinner?" I tell him where ever he'd like to take me and for him to come pick me up at Disney's Hollywood Studios. So at this point, I had to awkwardly tell both Tony and Bryan that I was meeting up with another friend of mine. Tony just kinda left quickly... I'm not sure if he was pissed off or what... Assuming that I'd find Jamie out by the parking lot, I walked to the exit of the the park with Bryan so that I can say goodbye to him there. However, Jamie was standing right at the exit waiting for me. A slightly awkward situation for me -- the two boys I'm trying to get with meet each other.

But I guess the two don't know any better and just assume that they're just normal friends of mine. Perhaps I'm just a really popular boy. :P They actually have a conversation with each other about working at Disney World and all. So another awkward situation that didn't turn out to be too awkward afterall.

So Jamie and I leave and I ask him to take me back to my hotel first so that I can shower and change. I had been sweating all day and it was just gross and didn't want our date to be gross. So he drives me back and when we park, I was glad to see that he packed his little suitcase of clothes, meaning he was definitely staying over for the weekend. :P

Oh I have to show you guys a picture of the hotel I stayed at: Disney's Animal Kingdom Lodge. The lobby is GORGEOUS. I loved every part of the hotel... my room... my view of the animals from my room... the theme of the hotel... the pool. EVERYTHING. Look at the detail of everything in this picture!


I shower quickly, but I was half hoping that he would've opened the door and jumped in there with me. But I guess I was getting a little ahead of myself. That stuff will come soon enough. ;) So we get back in the car and he drives me to the same sushi place that we went to the last time I went to Florida to visit him. The sushi was AMAZING, of course. But the company was even better. We just sat and talked. I don't remember any awkward silent moments. I think it helps that Jamie likes to talk and that I like to listen.

After the yummy sushi, we drive for a little bit just for kicks and then head back to the hotel room. We decide that we want to go out to the pool for a swim, perhaps go relax in the jacuzzi. We get there and both jacuzzis were taken.. so we just played around in the pool for a while. It was late so the pool was a bit empty, so I got a bit courageous and got pretty close to him on several occasions. He looked so cute with his hair wet, half his body in the water.. It was just a good time spent together. We went back to check on the jacuzzis and they were finally open. The water was SOOO hot. But we get in anyway. We just talked about everything... work.. school.. Disney. I loved every part of it. And of course, we got even closer at the jacuzzi.. but of course not too close, since we WERE in the public at a Disney hotel. We finally can't take it anymore so we go back to the hotel room.

We sit on the bed together and watch some tv. After a bit of that, I couldn't hold it in any longer and just leaned over for a kiss. That kiss turned into a really long make out session. We then take each other's clothes off...

Ok, this post has gotten long enough.. and I'm only on Day 2. I think I better split these posts up. HEHE. Such a tease huh? I'm just getting tired and I want to be awake to write the sexy, steamy parts. I promise not to put this off. :)

My Night

As I have said before, I write this blog because it's mainly a way for me to remember my life if I so choose to look back on it in the future. So I may sometimes go into details that you readers may not be all too excited to read. If that happens with this post, I apologize in advance. And also, I'm thinking the post is going to get pretty sexually explicit...

So it's 10:00pm, and I'm supposed to text Jason. I wait until 10:02, because I don't want to seem desperate by texting right at 10:00. lol. In no time, he responds by telling me that he's getting off work and that he can head over straight from there. So I give him my address and instructions on how to get in the apartment building. I'm freaking out now, because he's going to be here any minute. I had actually spent 2 or 3 hours beforehand cleaning up the entire apartment. I did all my dishes, wiped down the tables, cleaned the bathroom, dusted, took out the trash, made the bed, etc. And up until the the moment he came in the door, I was still trying to tidy things up. I even made popcorn to get ready for the movie. :P

I hear the knock on the door and I freak out, naturally. But I walk up to the door and open it. He's still in his work clothes: a blue buttoned up shirt, a blue pattern, and black slacks. He walks in and he comes in for a hug and a kiss on the cheek. And thank goodness he did it because that was something else I was nervous about.. I didn't know if I should move in for a hand shake, a hug, a kiss.... so whew! He took care of that for me!

After he walked in the door, I feel like my butterflies went away. I just began to talk to him. And he was quite easy to talk to. I asked about work and his day. He did the same. As we talked, he got out the "Bedtime Stories" DVD, which I popped into the DVD. He got comfortable on my 3-seater couch, sitting on one side. I sat down in the middle seat, not too close to him, but close enough where we could be touching if we wanted to.

We let the movie start, but we were still talking about our day and other conversation starters. We just got to know each other better.. the basics I guess. If there were points in the movie that were worth discussing, we would talk about it. Our conversations were just very natural and I didn't need to try too hard to find things to talk about. THANK GOODNESS! Because, again, that was another thing that I was nervous about.

And YES, we did finish watching the movie all the way through. LOL. However, 3/4 of the way in, he said he wanted to put his feet up after a long day of work, so he laid himself across the couch, grabbed me and put his arms around me, and had me lie on top of him (not in a dirty way, guys!). I felt comfortable in his arms. And it was just cute how he made the excuse that his feet were tired. He could've just put his feet up on the table in front of him, so it was obviously an excuse to get closer to me. :)

After the movie, we decided to just watch some TV... still in the laying down position. but my neck was starting to bother me so I kinda stretched it a bit and it cracked a little. So Jason says, "Ouch, that sounds like you need a massage!" So he had me lie down face down as he got on top me (still not dirty yet, guys!). Then he says, "Well, you can't expect me to massage you with your shirt on though." So he had me take off my shirt as he proceeded to give me a really relaxing 10 minute massage. Then out of nowhere he started kissing up and down my back. Of course it felt nice. And the stubble on his face gave it a bit of new sensation as he kissed my body... I sort of liked it! Pretty soon, he was kissing up to my neck very sensually. I loved every minute of it. Finally, his kisses made it to my mouth and we made out for a while. Again the stubble felt funny, but kinda cool too.

And then he got me off the couch, stood me up, then picked me up, carried me over to my bed, and then threw me down on it. He climbed on top me (ok, this is where it gets dirty) and then took my clothes off. I was totally hard already, of course. He also took off his clothes to reveal his thick dick... completely hard as well. YUM. He started giving me head and it felt oh so good! Then he grabbed my feet, threw them up by my head, and then ate my ass and it felt oh so good!!

I didn't want that to end, but then he got up and had me follow him into the shower. And another point for him because I LOVE shower sex! I think it's so freakin' hot! I know he wanted to get in the shower because he didn't go home to wash up after work. So he was being really considerate and wanted to be clean. ANOTHER point. ;) After he soaped and rinsed, I couldn't go down on him fast enough. So I don't have too much blowjob experience, but I'm hoping I did a good job. I couldn't take all of him (I started to gag a bit) but I tried to use my tongue as much as possible, moved my head, used my hand... And there was a lot of moaning, so it had to feel sort of good right? Then I ate my very first ass. ;) That was fun because he REALLY liked it.

After the shower, we went back to the bed and continued with the sex. ;) We 69'ed, face fucked, ate ass... all very good! Then he started fingering my ass. And I was so tight... it was almost uncomfortable. It's been WAY too long... I knew he wanted to stick his dick in my butt... but I really didn't want that to happen for the first night. He was doing everything right... everything felt good... and I'm pretty sure he expected me to say, "Fuck me!" ... but I never did it. And after a while, he got the hint. So he just continued to give me great head. He then sat on my face, which took him over the edge. He blew his load all over my chest. Then he helped me along until I blew my load as well.

We got a towel and cleaned up a bit but just laid on the bed with each other for a bit. Just holding each other. So nice. I started running my hands/fingers up and down his body and he seemed to really like it. He said his skin gets really sensitive after he cums. So that just makes me want to do it more. He flips over and I run my hands up and down his back.. and down to his butt. THAT made him go crazy. And pretty soon he was all horny and hard again. I started to hump him, pretending to fuck him. He really responded to that. I pulled his hair, pulled his head back, and kissed him. I flipped him over again, grabbed his feet, put them over my shoulder and just "fucked" him like crazy. I was all sweaty again. Like dripping. The bed was squeaking, his head was hitting the wall behind him... I felt bad for my neighbors who were probably trying to sleep.

But all that made me hard again too, so he had me sit on his face. I couldn't believe it, but I blew another load, a huge one, all over his face. I then sucked him off until he blew his load too. God, writing about this just makes me hard right now. It was so awesome.

We laid on the bed for a while after... but then he started getting up. He said he just couldn't stay over and sleep in a bed that wasn't his own. But he kept telling me how sexy I am and that he didn't want to leave me. I think that was the first time in a long time that someone called me sexy straight to my face. And it was just so nice to hear. He started getting dressed, but stopped after putting on each article of clothing to give me a kiss. God, he's so damn cute. I opened the door, he gave me a big kiss goodbye, and then he walked out. I closed the door just thinking how fun the whole night was.

So, I really intended to just have a nice night of movie watching.. but I guess I also half expected things to go further. And I was ready and willing for that. About 15-20 minutes, I get a text from him. ANOTHER point for him! I didn't have to go crazy thinking about whether or not to text him and when I should do it! His text said, "Thanks again for tonight. And did you realize we had sex for 3 hours?!" HAHA.

So I'm going to Florida for a week, but we agreed to get in contact after I get back. And also, the next morning, he IMed me just to say HI before he had to go to work. I loved that he was making an effort to just stay in contact with me. Which, I'm assuming, means that he likes me? The only thing I'm still not too sure about is whether he wants to see me again because he wants to develop more with me... or he just wants to see me again so that he can stick it in my butt... I guess we will find out later. But I really do think that I like this guy. He's easy/fun to talk to, we have things in common, and he's great in bed. Hope things work out with him...

Well, right now, I'm finishing up the packing for my trip to Florida. I've confirmed my plans to meet Bryan the first night I'm there. I have to give Jamie a text when I arrive to confirm my plans with him also. SOO looking forward to this trip! Will blog about it whenever I get a chance!

Florida.... AGAIN

I seem to blog about the same things. But I guess it just goes to show that I don't like to break out of the familiar. So I'm making another trip out to Florida. I'm actually leaving in 4 days (WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!). But I think I should preface my Florida trip with some news on New Cute Dream Boy (Bryan) and the ever so infamous Jamie.

So it's been a few weeks since I first started chatting with Bryan. And we've been steady contact through text messages and AIM. We just tell each other what's happening in our day and joke around and stuff. We seem to have the same sense of humor and we have a lot of the same interests (mainly Disney). I really enjoy chatting with him and I just hope he feels the same way. We've already made plans to meet each other during my time in Florida. And he likes to text me with things like, "You're almost here!" or "Only 4 more days!" He has me real excited about the entire trip as a whole, but a lot of that has to do with hanging out with him. We're actually going to meet up my first night there at Epcot and watch the fireworks together. :)

I'm not really sure if I'm going to invite him over to my place. I really want to because I'm attracted to him, but I'm not sure if it's too forward to invite him to my hotel room after just meeting him for the first time. But I mean, we have gotten to know each other pretty well over these past few weeks so it's not like it's a completely blind date or whatever. And really, inviting him over to my hotel room doesn't mean we're going to be doing anything naughty, right? It's just an invitation to hang out. Hey, if it goes there, I'm not going to stop it. But I think it would be nice to just have some company. So do you all think it's okay to invite him over??

In other news, I've been in contact with Jamie. Actually, when I first messaged him a few weeks ago, the first thing he says back to me is, "Hey Doug! How's my west coast boyfriend?" Not going to lie, it made me feel really nice when he said that. I don't know why he makes me feel this way after all this time. I guess it just means that I'm not fully over him. Well, I guess it's pretty obvious that I'm not over him if I'm making plans to meet up with him while in Florida. I told him my travel plans and he tells me that he's going to be making time to see me.

He tells me that he regrets not being able to be more intimate with me the last time I went out to visit. At that time, he was seeing another boy who turned out to be a big cheater. So this time he is making sure that he spends ample time with me. He said whatever is going at work or with his family during my time there, he will MAKE the time to be with me. So he's actually going to be staying over at my hotel for 2 or 3 nights. :) I don't want to admit it, but I'm really really excited about that. And the reason why I don't want to admit it is because I'm not over him. But I'm promising myself that this is going to just be a fun time with a fuck buddy kind of thing. I'm not going to let myself get all attached.

So it's 4 days away! I can't believe it! Besides the meetings with Bryan and Jamie, I'm just excited to be at Walt Disney World again. And this time, I'm staying at the really nice vacation homes that they have there. I'm staying in THREE different hotels. My first choice was to stay at the Animal Kingdom Villas where I can have giraffes outside my window. But they only had 3 out of the 5 nights available, and they were right in the middle of my travel dates. So I had to tag on 2 other reservations on the two ends. I chose the Boardwalk Villas and the Saratoga Springs Villas. Here are some pictures of these AWESOME vacation homes:

The Animal Kingdom Villas! Yes, the giraffes are really going to be THAT close!

Boardwalk Villas! OMG this looks so pretty!

Saratoga Springs exterior

I have a pretty full schedule with meeting up with Bryan and spending time with Jamie. Sooooo don't expect a blog while I'm there. I'll most definitely Twitter though, so keep an eye on the Twitter wall. And I'm DEFINITELY taking lots of pictures. With both Jamie and Bryan. My biggest regret last time was not taking pictures with Jamie. This time, I'm taking TONS. And I'll definitely post them up here!

Wish me luck with my trip!

This is my 200th Post!...

.... now that I got that out of the way... I can stop waiting for something amazing to come along to post for my 200th and just get back to regular blogging. I have so many things that I just haven't blogged about but need to (Vegas trip, Bryan, Jamie, Florida...)

Blogs to come soon!

New Cute Boy

I have a new little crush.

So everyone knows I perform at Disneyland. Well, one day, I noticed this cute, tall, white boy watching with his friend. He was watching right where I perform and I totally performed to him the entire time. That day, I even got up the courage and went up to him to say "Thanks for coming out to watch" and gave him a high five. And he seemed like he enjoyed watching me (and our group) perform. So I was happy.

Fast forward to a few days ago, I got on my YouTube account and found a message from someone I didn't know. In the message, he says that he came to watch my parade every day he visited Disneyland during his trip and he recognized me in my videos on YouTube as the guy that performed right in front of him. I was so giddy to read that this person who messaged me was the cute, tall, white boy that I performed to!

So I replied to his messaged and we started making small talk about the parade and such. Turns out he works for Disney World and does their parades over there. We then exchanged Facebook accounts and started chatting there. Eventually we exchanged AIM accounts.

His name is Bryan. He's such a nice guy. Had nothing but compliments about our parade and my performance. Told me that he specifically picked my section of the parade to watch that day because every other time he watched, he had his video camera with him. But that particular day, he just wanted to really watch the performance. ;) I felt awesome that he chose to watch me.

I'm pretty sure we've been flirting with each other on AIM. I asked for the opinions of others and they agree there is definite flirting. I'm kinda excited for that. Bryan works in Florida but only seasonally, I believe. He's in Arizon right now with family and he goes to school there as well. He has a great sense of humor and I've discovered some common interests already.

I don't really want to think too much more of it... afterall, he's another Disney World/Florida boy (re: Jamie....), but it's just nice to be "talking" to another boy. But the curious thing is.... he just so happens to fit the description of my Dream Guy. Kinda weird how this happens just a few days after I had the dream... curious indeed.

I hope I get to know him a bit more.... chat more with him. I'm sad that I wasn't able to have too much of a conversation online with him today because I had friends over and didn't have time to chat much. And then tomorrow I'm heading to Las Vegas and staying for the weekend, so there's definitely no time for online chatting. :( But I hope we'll pick up where we've left off once I return from the trip.