New Cute Boy

I have a new little crush.

So everyone knows I perform at Disneyland. Well, one day, I noticed this cute, tall, white boy watching with his friend. He was watching right where I perform and I totally performed to him the entire time. That day, I even got up the courage and went up to him to say "Thanks for coming out to watch" and gave him a high five. And he seemed like he enjoyed watching me (and our group) perform. So I was happy.

Fast forward to a few days ago, I got on my YouTube account and found a message from someone I didn't know. In the message, he says that he came to watch my parade every day he visited Disneyland during his trip and he recognized me in my videos on YouTube as the guy that performed right in front of him. I was so giddy to read that this person who messaged me was the cute, tall, white boy that I performed to!

So I replied to his messaged and we started making small talk about the parade and such. Turns out he works for Disney World and does their parades over there. We then exchanged Facebook accounts and started chatting there. Eventually we exchanged AIM accounts.

His name is Bryan. He's such a nice guy. Had nothing but compliments about our parade and my performance. Told me that he specifically picked my section of the parade to watch that day because every other time he watched, he had his video camera with him. But that particular day, he just wanted to really watch the performance. ;) I felt awesome that he chose to watch me.

I'm pretty sure we've been flirting with each other on AIM. I asked for the opinions of others and they agree there is definite flirting. I'm kinda excited for that. Bryan works in Florida but only seasonally, I believe. He's in Arizon right now with family and he goes to school there as well. He has a great sense of humor and I've discovered some common interests already.

I don't really want to think too much more of it... afterall, he's another Disney World/Florida boy (re: Jamie....), but it's just nice to be "talking" to another boy. But the curious thing is.... he just so happens to fit the description of my Dream Guy. Kinda weird how this happens just a few days after I had the dream... curious indeed.

I hope I get to know him a bit more.... chat more with him. I'm sad that I wasn't able to have too much of a conversation online with him today because I had friends over and didn't have time to chat much. And then tomorrow I'm heading to Las Vegas and staying for the weekend, so there's definitely no time for online chatting. :( But I hope we'll pick up where we've left off once I return from the trip.

Not So Great Hookup & Happy B-Day

Ok.. so I have no idea what came over me. Maybe I'm just super horny because I haven't been able to jerk off since Tony is staying over. But I don't know WHY I agreed to meet up with this guy. Turns out he wasn't as hot as I thought he was... and it was just an awkward situation. He walked up to my car, we greeted each other. Proceeded to talk about my car (a Prius) and then I said, "Well... I'll see ya." And that was that. YUCK. Sigh... I feel so stupid. And all this right after I dreamed about my Dream Guy... I hope I dream about him tonight. But now that I said that, I won't. BOO.

And I'd like to wish AJ a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Everyone go over to AJ's Ramblings and wish him a great 20th Birthday!

My Dream Guy

I had the best dream last night. And I'm trying to remember as much as possible. I'm really not sure how the dream started, but all I know is that I met my dream guy. The dream was all about me and him, going on a date. We made plans to go watch a movie. We walked around the mall and just window shopped, arm in arm. At one point he started singing to me... not in an obnoxious way, but a very sweet, romantic way. And he was a great singer. He made me laugh with his jokes (though I don't remember what those jokes were). And then I remember clearly where we were walking down the street and I just wrapped my arms around him and gave him the biggest hug ever. Soon after, I was woken up by my alarm. I woke up with a smile on my face. :)

The interesting thing is that my dream guy wasn't the most gorgeous, most built guy. He was just a nice looking, tall guy. But I was so happy with him. It's just interesting to me that my subconscious didn't make my dream guy this hot, gorgeous, tanned, blonde, built guy... Instead, he's just an average, good looking, brunette boy.

But I just know that I was so very happy with him and he was so very happy with me. I was sad that I had to wake up, but I really couldn't help but smile thinking about it. Sigh... I just have to hope that one day my dream guy will become a reality.